CHAPTER 6: The Graves

" Finally, I am back. " Izanami muttered as he stood up in front of the massive debris that crushed his mother and little sister.

His expression looks very scary and frightened. A lot of expressions could be found on his face. Feelings are something that humans could not control and his expressions changing in a rapid speed are approved that.

" I'm back, mom. Little sister. " He kneels in front of the massive debris and he let go of his. emotions which he is trying to surpass. His tears leak from his eyes and his head feels dizzy.

He reminded himself that he would not cry again but the feelings are something you can not control so Izanami's tears leak from his eyes but he has a smile on his face. A smile that he will overcome the deaths of his family. It's extremely difficult but he is used to the pain of losing loved ones. He doesn't want to make same mistake. This time, he wants to move on. No matter what kind of situation he will see in the future. He believes that he will overcome it.

" Little Sister, Your big brother is back. I am glad that you are free from this miserable world. Hope you reincarnate into the proper world and proper life. " He prayed for his little sister to every god. He is not a religious man but first time in his life , he wants to believe the gods for his little sister. His little sister deserves more than this. This world doesn't deserve his little sister. That is what he would like to believe.

His body leans on the massive debris and he starts to talk about his past days. He is in his human form but no pure titans don't care about him. It is because of his ability. Pure Titans have its own smell and he can copy it. His body emits the smell of pure titans so he could walk among the pure titans. That is ehy pure titans don't eat each other because they can smell other pure titans' smell and the smell is very bad so pure titans don't eat each other.

The time which he does not know, he falls into the asleep and the exhaustion hit him very hard. Both mentally and physically, Izanami is very tired and it is very hard to face the death of his family no matter how old you are. But he becomes stronger or that is what he would like to believe in. Hope and desperation make us strong individuals.

He falls asleep in the middle of pure titans. The pure titans eat Human because in the hope of regaining their humanity but Izanami is the anomaly. His titan can only be used by Guardsman and the others can never use it so pure Titans don't care about him as long as he is not moving target. He can sleep without troubles. His sleeping habit is very good and he sleeps very quietly.

After sleeping for a while, his mouth opens.

" Whaaaa... " A yawn escaped from his mouth and he definitely get a good sleep. First time in a while, he gets a good sleep. He has been dreaming the same dream since his family was killed and that dream is how his family was crushed by the massive debris. For Izanami, every day is filled with depression and pain.

" Let's move this. " He muttered as he decided to the massive debris to give the proper burials for his family. He decided to bury his mother and little sister in the back of their house. After all, his father was also buried at there.

The massive debris is very big but this time Izanami has titan's transformation and his body is enough to carry the massive debris. This time, he was not weak anymore. He has titan that was inherited by his mother.

He removes the massive debris with great difficulty and his muscles from his titan's body moved toward to his arms and his incomplete titan's form lifts the massive debris slowly. He is not strong enough to create a full form of powerful titan's form so he could only create an incomplete titan's body without a lower body. But that is enough.

" Ahhhhh. " He growls like an animal and his strength gathers in his arm as he successfully lifts the massive debris and he throws it besides.

" Hah....hah... " He is very exhausted and his body emerges back from the titan's neck. His body falls on the hard ground.

He stands up with a great will and his legs are shaking. The strength from his body is already gone but his willpower is something that remains in his mind. He only sees the dry blood marks and the corpses of his family are already decomposed. He only sees the blood and skulls.

The smell makes him vomiting everything he just ate and the scene in front of him makes him weak but he bites his lips to remind his own duty. He uses the dirty clothes to gather the bloody ground and digs up with his own hands.

He doesn't know what is going on in his head but he did the job like a robot on the automatic commands. If he doesn't do that, he might go crazy. He silently gathers the ground with hid hands into the worn clothes and he carries it to his home.

After that, he buries his little sister and his mother beside his father's grave. Luckily, his house is not stomped and the house is in the good shape. The plants are already dried up but there is a dry ratio for the winter. He could eat it when he is hungry.

" May your souls find a peaceful place. " He prayed for his family and his hands are bleeding from the digging. But he doesn't feel pain at all. He feels like he can finally move on in this miserable world.

Immediately, his body collapses on the ground as he has a very satisfied smile.

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My omicron is completely recovered and it was not that worst in my opinion.

Well, I am stretching my hands and writing a new novel which is called ' Having Netori Skills while Having a Protagonist to maintain his Harem'

Yep, it is Netori theme novel.