I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM

We both got into our cars and drove to school. When we arrived at the school, I was about to exit the car when he said. "Are you okay?" Lee inquired, and I simply rolled my eyes as I bent down to properly tie the laces on my shoes."'I'm fine,' I said as I looked at him after fixing it. "I'm fine, and besides, I'm running late; see you later, Lee,' I said. I came out of the car, walked over to the school gate, and went inside. I'm in a bad mood, and my mother almost always puts me in a bad mood, so I try not to let her ruin my day for me. I don't care, and why the hell should I greet someone who is opposed to it? I don't want any problems from her this morning. I need to clear my mind and try to relax. I was about to walk into my own class when Scott grabbed my arm and dragged me to a dark corner. "Where the fuck, have you been huh.' He fiercely whispered. "I just came to school now,' I whispered too. "Come on, did you bring what I asked for,' he stretched out his hand and I took it out of my pocket and handed over the condoms to him. "Is it big,' he asked and looked at the packet. "You're seeing it, with your eyes right.' I sarcastically replied. "I understand.' He winked at me as he looked at it. "Thank you, buddy. My girlfriend is waiting for me in the bathroom, and Beatrice is also waiting for you.' He said this and walked away from where we were. Scott and I are the same age and in the same grade level. He's my best friend, and he's both nice and strong at times. He's a complete jerk who likes to get into any girl's pant he sees, which irritates me at times. He is six feet tall, has brown eyes, blonde hair, white smooth skin, and a tattoo on his neck. He is also very attractive. I emptied my bag and took out the clothes I always wear. I put three earrings on each ear, removed my hoodie, tied my hair into a ponytail, and added a ring to my lower lip and I have a tattoo to my arm too, and my father doesn't know about my tattoo or pirecings. If he finds out, he'll nag my ear off. I walked through the hall wearing my black singlet, tying my jacket around my waist, carrying my bag. "Hello, Man." One of the guys passing by said hello and waved. I returned the wave and nodded, and a group of guys greeted me as well. "Hey, baby.' Jessica grabbed my arm and pushed her boobs on me. Those boobs, are always big, the way she bounces them is really tempting. "What's up,' I answered and went towards my locker to take some books that I will be fucking going to use. "I'm good and how was your night,' she asked and stroked my chest with the tip of her finger. "My night was fine," I said again. Okay, I know what she wants right now. Jessica is seventeen years old, stands five feet tall, has long curly red hair, black eyes, smooth skin, and nice curves. I refer to her as my whore, and neither she nor I have any special feelings for her. Let's just say we're friends with benefits, satisfying each other's needs, and she always knows what to do, which makes me wonder where she learned all these tricks and how she's so fucking good in bed. Could it be home videos, which she is always watching? We're in the same class, though, and she's just an average student, and I don't know much about her, not that I care. It's none of my business. "Okay. Can we have a quickie, I miss you so much,' she said seductively and whispered close to my ear and the tip of her finger going close to my nipple. I felt aroused, all of a sudden, fuck! She knows my weak points. "Can't we do this after class,' I asked. I want her, but I just don't want to be late. "No! No, I can't and besides class starts in thirty minutes and before then we will be done with whatever we are doing?' She said, I know she's trying to convince me to agree with her and I want her too. "Okay, come with me Jessica?' I said and she was so excited and we both went to the toilet and locked the door. Immediately, we closed the door she unzipped my trousers and took out my crotch and put it in her mouth and I quickly look around to see if anyone was around or close to the toilet. Can't risk, someone taking a video of me and uploading it online the next morning and well, that sometimes happens to people that have a lot of enemies in this school. "Fuck! I groaned and grabbed her hair and hold it tight as she kept sucking it and going deeper. Her mouth was fucking warm and tight. She kept going up and down my length as she knelt down on floor on her knees and moaned. She pulled it out and licked the tip and went to the shaft and then up again and put everything in her mouth and that, I tried my best not to moan out so loud. Someone might hear me, and I don't want any embarrassment. She was so good, guess I needed this to calm down and it worked. She kept going up and down my shaft, moaning and touching her clit as well. "Faster,' I ordered. "Yes, master,' she replied and kept going faster.and faster. I couldn't hold it in anymore and began to push myself deep inside her mouth. "Hmm...ahbnj....haha ahhh.' She almost moaned out loud, I kept going faster and faster and then I moaned and shoot out some ribbons in her throat and groaned. She pulled out and spat out my cum on the toilet and I looked at her and saw her smiling. I rapidly took a tissue and cleaned everything up and zipped up my trouser. "Come on, let's go for another one Russell,' she asked with a cute and fuck! I wanted her again. "Stand up,' I ordered her, she stood up and pulled down her G-string and turned her ass towards me. What a sexy ass. I slammed my crotch into her and grabbed her boobs. I began thrusting and thrusting, and fuck? She is hot, I continued thrusting inside her. "Russell, please I want you...so bad....I couldn't stop thinking about you and I touched myself this morning while thinking about you,' she moaned and arched her back for me to get more access to her ass. I began going faster and faster and she held the toilet seat so she bump her head on the wall. It was so, so good. It felt amazing, as I poured out my juice inside her. "You're the best, Russell.' She moaned as I pulled out my crotch from her ass. I fixed myself and left the toilet hurriedly without saying anything to her and went for class and I hope it hasn't started already. I don't want Mrs Rose scolding me this morning for coming late to the class. As I was about to enter the class, I saw Damon in front of me as we both hesitated and staring at each other on who was going to be the first person to enter the class. "Seems like you're fucking late and you just got your ass busted,' I rolled my eyes and here he comes again. Saying the word *FUCK* so early in the morning. "Oh, Class has started already,' I deep sighed. Why was I so tired this morning. "Should we fucking go in or fucking wait outside till the class ends,' he smirked. Whenever he gives a face a like that, it only means one thing, he wants to ditch class and come up with stupid story later on. "I'm going in...' "And get fucking scolded in front of the class,' he mockingly said. "Well, at least, that's better than ditching class and having the school call our parents,' I reluctantly explained. "And if we fail our grades too. They're still gonna fucking call our parents and which is going to be a problem?' He rolled his eyes and squatted down on the floor and then when he looked at me. What!!!! His eyes were bright green. I kept staring at him, then I cleaned my face to make sure I wasn't seeing things and there it was still bright green. "What happened to your eyes,' I asked and pointed at his eyes with my index finger. "Huh.' He sounded surprised. "Your eyes,' I repeated. Then, he brought out his phone and saw his face in it and his eyes widened, but, he maintained composure and acted as if nothing ever happened. Wait a sec. What just happened, right now.