I Touched Her Lips

Have I lost my mind now? How can a husband and a wife be friends? Yes, they can be friends, but not like this. Friendship is important, but between a married couple, there are more things than that.'

I would just wait a few more days. If she did not do anything by then, I would ask her directly. The full moon was coming as well. It would be like death if I wanted to keep myself away from her. 

I had dinner in my study tonight. I had sent a letter to her saying I had a lot of work. It was a lie. I did that so I could keep my mind calm. I felt bad for lying to her, but there was no other choice. 

  I needed to keep myself away from her so she could think about her feelings. Or she might confuse her physical connection to her feelings. 

It was one at night. She must have fallen asleep. I had told her to go to sleep as I would be late.