It's not our bedroom

I met the beta on my way and he told me that he was in his study. I did not even know why I was missing him this much all of a sudden. I had seen him right before coming here. But why was I feeling like I needed to see him right away? Was it because of what he told me? 

I did not know, nor did I want to know. All I knew was that I wanted to be with him. I wanted to feel his warmth and hug him. It was a normal thing for a married woman to feel for her husband, right? 

"Your Highness, are you going back to your chamber?" Ezekiel asked.

"No," I said. "I'm going to my husband." 

"Did he call for you?"

"No."

"Then why?" he muttered.