The End

Here comes my doom.

"I...I.." I am stuttering, don't know what to say.

Jung Ji Hoon stood up and shouted "She has done nothing, don't come towards her"

"Shut Up! you brat" the way one of the cop addressed him, seems like he knows him well.

This rings a bell. I got it, that day, outside the hospital, I saw Ji Hoon going inside a police car. I slanted my look to the Ji Hoon, he is sweating, he looks damn worried, while I am not because all this doesn't feel real to me, it feels like world has stopped for me. I closed my eyes.

I am hallucinating to a world where I and Ji Hoon are running endlessly, not aware where we are going but just kept running, later, my mum and Ms In Na also joined us, we all guffawing and looking at each other heartily. No one else is here, neither Yeji nor Hexagon. No one, not even Jung Kyong.

I opened my eyes just to get out of my reverie. And whispered "I wish this could be real", a drop of tear escaped my eyes.

I still can't believe all this is really happening, I looked around me, everyone shouting, screaming, a commotion happening around me in which I am not included. I can't hear a word, what they are saying because I am not really in my right mind. I feel dizzy, everyone's shouting but world has stopped for me, I slumped down on my chair. It seems like Ji Hoon is fighting back with them but I can't even hear him, I just smiled.

When cops were just few centimetres away from me, Ji Hoon bent down and whispered in my ear hastily "Ha Na remember, never accept what you did. You've done nothing wrong" Then cops tried to drag me away, I gave myself in to the cops, resignedly.

Ji Hoon shouted from behind "Ha Na remember!"

I am finally clear-headed, as now I can hear each and every person. Some of them are shocked, their hands are on their mouth, giving me the same look, people give to a criminal. Few are cursing me and when someone started to curse Ji Hoon for taking my back, the other girl standing beside her said "Ji Hoon is not at fault, this wench would have done some kind of black magic on him" and the rest nodded in agreement with her.

Hexagon members surrounded Yeji, giving her a pitiful look, started sniggering when their eyes fell on me. Yeji is crying, maybe just to gain attention.

Her wounds are not that deep, as they are treating it, her face is just bruised up, lips damaged from the corner and nothing else. It is nothing compared to what she did to me.

And when I left the classroom along with the cops, one of them snorted "Monster!".

I guess, I really am.

.....

Cops beat me, tortured me, to make me admit my crime, but I did not accept it. As it would make things complicated. And I have other plans.

They locked me up for the time being.

A part of me blame Ji Hoon for all this, but on a second thought I am the one who did it, he didn't coerce me to do so, I was the one who made this decision to join with him in his crazy idea.

I thought deleting that video would clear the mess but who would've known that even after erasing the video, it would still make my messy life a clutter.

Only if I wouldn't have joined Ji Hoon, all this would've never happened. I curse myself for believing in him blindly.

My mum came towards me at lightening speed.

"Ha Na what happened? The cops... they said.. I can't believe... They must've mistaken right, you can never do something like that ..." her voice is tensed, she knows it's true but she is trying her best to not accept it.

"Ha Na this can't be.. yesterday night, you were hanging out with Ji Hoon, haha cops have caught the wrong person, I should tell them"

"Mom!" I said woefully

Mum's body is shivering. Her face looks pale, she seems pretty sick.

"I am sorry" I murmered.

"What!" Mum shrieked out in terror.

"Ha Na! I can't believe.. this can't be" her eyes widened, while I can't stop crying. Another mistake I made to disappoint my mum.

"Mom.."

Mom grabbed the bar that is between us, and gritted her teeth while crying "Ha Na.."

Then she stood up in fury, her eyes red, face pale and in a cold tone with a cold gaze she said "I know all this is happening because of that Ji Hoon, he made you do this, because I know, you can never do something like this. I am warning you, never talk with him, stay away from him, he used you. He is an evil"

"Mom! no... it's not like that" I said while crying.

"Ha Na! if you'll ever talk with him, then forget that I am your mom"

"Mum!..you told me to follow my heart, and now when I do so, you're saying it's wrong" I clenched my fist, and kept it on my heart to stop it from aching.

"I never knew your heart could be this wrong" she left after saying this, she didn't even turn back to look at me, is she going to leave me here all alone, to rot. "No!" I shrieked out.

After some time, Ji Hoon came, I noticed some tears in his eyes.

"I am so sorry" that's all he could say at this moment.

I turned back, don't want to look at him and sat down.

I know I am the one who is wrong here, he is innocent but very deep down I blame him a little. I can't face him.

"Ha Na at least look at me" he said glumly.

But I didn't turn back.

"I met your mom, at the exit. She said.."

I turned back, which made him stop. I know what mum could've said, I don't want to hear it, because when my mum is furious, she loose control of her mouth and end up saying harshest thing she could've ever said. She must have cursed him so bad.

"Ji Hoon..." I said while being calm as much as I can.

He looked at me with his welled up eyes.

"Let's end here"

When I said this, his pearl like tears started escaping from his ocean like eyes.

"End what?" he is sobbing.

"I don't know what we had, but whatever it was let's end it here" I am trying my best to stop my tears. "Pretend like I don't exist for you and I'll..."

He looked straight into my eyes, as if asking me to think twice what I am going to say.

"I'll do the same" I continued and looked down.

I am begging to god, please don't make me regret this decision.