What do I think about Toshio ?

Hello there, it's been a long time I talked with you, I think that you had already spoken with Toshio because I heard him talking about my first date with him... I want to chase him until he tells me that he won't do something like that again without my or my permission. Well, I as he says, I don't have to be mad at everything he does but it is fabulous that he told you about our first date, but what he didn't tell you is that after I ran with my face all red after I gave him the umbrella is that the next day he rejected a girl that declared him and used the identical words I told him when I confessed him that I loved him.

But now I will tell you what do I think about Toshio, in order. To start, I will describe to you what I thought about Toshio in the past, and then, I will narrate to you what I think about him nowadays.

In the past, I saw Toshio as a cold and distant person because he was all alone in the school library reading books and, in the break moment, he was doing the same at the same place. You could be asking :

"How do I know all of this?"

Well, the answer is easy it's because since I was a child, I always liked reading every type of book so, I usually went to the library and read the same books he has read. And as I was searching and reading the books he had read, I was watching him covertly because I wanted to go unnoticed that he didn't think I was spying on him and even less that he believed that I was his stalker. When I told him that I loved him, I was shy. The truth is that in our generation, our parents could reject our relationship. My parents would say no to my relationship and, that is because my father is the director of his own publishing house. And, as I am his only son and the one who would inherit his publishing house, absolutely they plan my marriage with someone from another family and possibly with someone I do not know.

But on every Christmas, I used to fantasize that we would sit across from each other with a cake in the middle, and, after we could exchange presents I, imagined that everything around us, would be lighted and we would be under dim candlelight, and my heart pounding.

But now, I love him so much, and more I used to love him in the past. I feel that I am able to do everything just to make him happy and to be happy together no matter the obstacles that come our way, I know that we can overcome them with joy. I am pretty sure of is that I would be there for him at every moment...no all the time because like everyone, I have some things to do.

Now it's time to make questions and me answer them.

-What did you see in Toshio? His money or what is it that that made you be with him?

Yoshiko :

Well, I am not looking for money when I want to be with someone. In this case, when I fell in love with Toshio because, Well, in the past, he was like a grown flower with thorns, the thorns he used to reject and be away from people. But when I confessed my love to him, I started to demonstrate how important he would be for me. Love was what made me face the fear of being with him, the fear of talking to him and showing him all my affection, and how much he mattered to me.

-What would be a perfect day for you?

Y:

A perfect day, well is being with Toshio all day like day date, I mean a date all day, go to the pier near the sea and the bridge

-Would you worry about finding a gift for your partner on Valentine's Day, birthdays or anniversaries?

Y:

Yes, I would be worried and nervous about finding the perfect gift for Toshio because we know each other but not everything we like, dislike or want in the future. When I think about the presents, I also wonder if Toshio will like my gifts or not. But based on the experiences I had in the past years and the presents, I am sure that Toshio will love the things that I will give him in the future.

-What makes you feel the most insecure?

Y:

Seeing Toshio with other women makes me feel insecure, I mean in public places like cafes, restaurants, or food places since many would see them as a couple. And that's something that not only makes me insecure but also makes me jealous.

-Is it easy for you to express your feelings to your partner and why?

Y:

No, it's not easy because sometimes I get nervous, say something I didn't mean to say, and it may not be something well defined. And when I try to say something about my feelings to Toshio, I get shy, and I blush if I manage to say something tender of love to him.

Who do you turn to when you have problems or something happens with your relationship or Toshio?

Yoshiko:

I hate to say this, but the one who I turn to is Yokozawa. He is Toshio's childhood friend. For some reason, Yokozawa hates me, he always says that I will someday harm Toshio, but he says when Toshio is not around us. But one day, I will demonstrate to Yokozawa that I won't hurt my very loved Toshio.

Well, that's everything I could tell you guys in the next episode, Toshio will talk to you and answer you the same questions because we answer differently. See you later, Kayden Yoshiko out! Stay tuned for more episodes we will finish everything you should know about us soon