Daily Life of Kayden Yoshiko

Hey guys, what's up. I heard you want to know about my life before being with Toshio and, after being with him, so I have no choice to tell you, now that I noticed your interest in that, start. So start asking me what you want.

What did you use to do before you met Toshio?

I used to be at the library when it wasn't class time, I was a volunteer in charge of organizing the books and book loan forms, although, from time to time, I was also one of those who went to read or do some homework, mostly I did that to see Toshio.

When I was with some books after being borrowed, I was close to the end of those shelves, I used to see Toshio reading books. He was calm and relaxed as if it was just him and his book.

How did you feel when you saw Toshio in the library because your shyness did not allow you to show him that you loved him?

Something uncomfortable made me feel my shyness because I couldn't be with him reading some books, or going out together and talking or eating things together. But when I had free time, I was reading the books that he had read, I could feel how he felt or realistic his way of being based on a character from each book and what I saw of him.

But despite that, everything changed when I was between the shelves, I wanted to get a book. I couldn't grab the book until someone behind me helped me by taking that book and then giving it to me, but when I saw it, I blushed since it was Toshio. I didn't know how to react other than being shy and blushing, I thought several things like:

"What can I tell him is very sudden should I thank him for returning the book to me or..."

And just at that moment was that I confessed to him with an " I like you senpai ".

How did you feel when you confessed what did you think and that?

Well, I'm sure that all people have inside a meter that indicates how much they can bear an unrequited love, since declaring or not depends on the distribution of self-confidence. Before expressing my love to him, at that moment, he suddenly spoke to me due to astonishment and enthusiasm.

My feelings overflowed in an instant and exceeded what my meter could bear, and it was that when I felt that unconsciously I declared myself to him saying :

-I like you, senpai.

Well and that's how he looked at me and didn't seem surprised at all while I blushed more and more, and it was like that same day when the library closed early that day, we walked to his house I was too tense so much that it showed in my walk. Just when we arrived at his house, I saw him with a cat that he put on his shoulder and, when he told me to go to his room since he would make some drinks, cause of that I nodded and went to his room. When I arrived, I looked at his bed and thought:

" That's senpai's bed...the same bed he sleeps in, and he reads and watches movies ".

And it was just at that moment that we spent our first day together talking and planning many things, even telling him where our first date could be.

On the day of our first date, I had left the library early just as classes finished, only to wait for Toshio at the entrance of a fast food place that was practically sandwiches and soda, while I waited thinking about what to talk to Toshio about. When he arrived, you must know that when I placed my order I got nervous in every question he asked me, since it was my first time in a fast food place and even more so placing an order. After my order, he asked for the same thing as me, so we sat down together and started talking about our favorite author because he had mentioned his book. When I tried the sandwich, I loved it, and eating that was so surprising that I noticed his intrigue and, cause of that, I had told him that he had never eaten this type of food but that it was the first time.

And that's how the two of us spent more and more time together until now, we became best friends to study partners and study partners to a couple or so I think I was the first one who told him that I liked him. As far as I remember, neither of them said in confession about being the other's boyfriend, I don't think Toshio is capable of it. From the beginning, he was someone somewhat introverted, closed to everything except. To me, anyone would see me as Toshio's younger brother or the one he defends or the person whom Toshio is willing to do anything for me.

I am sure that soon they will know what we will do since I think they know enough about us to continue in our story, they have to take something into account, I would do anything for Toshio's happiness and, I am sure he would do the same for mine and, I think more than that but sentimentally.

Well, I hope soon you'll wait for us, it won't take long.

Our classes are starting and we won't have so much time to be with you, but if you want, we'll do our best to tell you our story.