Why Am I Suddenly So Overreacting?

My normal brain already gave me the best advice. I'd better go to the canteen, buy coffee, eat some sweet bread and chat with Nia. Isn't that fun? Imagine, the office is suddenly quiet and we both have time to chat and gossip in the morning. High school students know how happy it is when the teachers have a meeting and cancel the class. They will spend time in the cafeteria or the nearest mall. But, unfortunately, the plan is only spoken in my brain, not in my heart.