Yes, I finally admit, that I like him. Argghhhhh..., why does this feeling frustrate me. I know my feelings, I know they're real, and I know I'm always trying to avoid them. Running away from reality, running away from my heart just because I wasn't ready. I have to admit, I was very unprepared for this feeling. I'm so afraid... I don't want to get hurt again.
There are no guarantees in every love relationship, right? It's not like buying electronics, get a two-year warranty. But, before I think too far, can I ask the important question? I mean, does Steven really like me too? If the answer is yes, can I entrust my heart to him? My heart has been shattered into pieces before. Is it possible that this time Steven will guard it with all his heart? Or, as it turns out, he will destroy it again until there is nothing left? Oh, Damn! I am so pathetic!