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Why else with the student council president who will soon step down? Apparently today, my routine becomes a bully, even the bullied students will return to their origins. Maybe, I was dreaming too much that after I was with Ricky everything would change. Everything will be fine. But in fact, not at all.

But if you think about it, Ricky is absolutely right. Why should I hang on to him like I always want to hide behind his back? The one who was bullied was me, the one who was insulted was me. So, I'm the one who has to fight them. Ricky said, because I was bullied because I wanted to. I know the reason why he said that. Because I just kept quiet and did not fight. That's why I became the material of the month—monthly. And that is very painful.

"You too?" I asked. Sekar nodded then she took my hand to come with her.