49 -A

My eyes opened, along with a startled scream from me. Spontaneously, I tried to keep Ricky's body away from me. However, Ricky didn't care. He continued to deepen the kiss until I was out of breath. This is weird, my sane mind would say this is disgusting. Exchanging saliva in an unnatural way. However, my desire continues to want it. As if struggling to avenge Ricky's every crush even though I'm not very good at it.

Slowly, he let go of the nod. His eyes looked at me with a calm and loving look. Out of nowhere, I interpreted his gaze that night.

"Ricky ..." I said in the middle of my breath that was still ragged. I looked down, but Ricky wouldn't let that happen. "I love you too," I said. He smiled again, and after kissing my forehead, he immediately hugged me tightly. I don't know what feelings are churning in my heart.