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"And you can imagine, how many students come there, even prospective new students like me. For those who just came and saw cool and beautiful places from campus, the first thing they did was take selfies and capture their sweet moments here. It doesn't matter whether they will be accepted or not. That was the reality, it was an ordinary thing that couldn't even be imagined at any time. And I can only witness that, not because I want it, more than that also not because I feel jealous or whatever it is. It's just that I don't feel confident enough to do it. Yes, for some reason, even though my memory is back but I can never feel fine like before. Never imagined even at any time, if everything will be good or even vice versa. what I'm worried about is, if all of this becomes a dilemma, it will never be imagined even at any time that I might be like before. The popular figure of Nilam Cahya or whatever it is.