Powerless

I looked at Andrew in a daze. He was near me, too near.

I did not understand what to do anymore. I was in Andrew's arms,  but I was completely clueless. He looked sleepy and yet I could feel the warmth coming from him. My hands that were dangling on the side moved up as I touched his back. 

It was a proper hug, maybe the first time I've ever hugged Andrew willingly. I could smell a wooden fragrance. It felt like a moist forest. It was intoxicating my mind but my heart was already beating faster. I don't know why I was enjoying it but this feeling was something very new to me. I liked being near Andrew.

"Andrew, is everything alright?" I asked as I moved my hand against Andrew's back but I could feel his body stiffen. Something was bothering him and I was aware of it. 

"Rose?" Andrew said in a small voice. His breath tickled my ears.