All Over

I did not know where I was. I could hear some loud voices coming my way but that did not make my mind clear.

I felt like I was in a whirlpool of darkness. There was nothing else that I could do. I knew that many things were happening. I knew that I was with Davis. He was going to operate on me and I was given something that made me this way.

Why was the darkness not getting over, why was I feeling this burning sensation in my body? Am I going to die? Am I really going to die?

The fear that was burning in my heart was nowhere to calm. I was afraid. I truly was. Will I be able to open my eyes again? Will I be able to see my family? Will I be able to hear Andrew's voice again? See his face again?

So many questions revolved in my mind and yet I could not come up with the answer. I did not know how to say it but I was frightened to even answer it. I could not even bring myself to say that this will all pass away and I will open my eyes.