Painful feelings

Barbie's pov :

The way he is looking at me, it feels like everything is mutual and he is thinking the same thing I've been thinking for years. And my heart feels like he is testing my patience or what…?

It's making me reckless and anxious every day, I cannot share my thoughts with anyone else. I have to check if what I'm feeling is right or not!

But what should I do?

Whenever I look into his sparkling brown eyes, it seems like they hold so much in them but then, he breaks eye contact as always to hide something. I just can't take this anymore, I want a confession, I want to live a happy life with him like Jay and Lia, like every other couple.

"Barbara, for the shoot's sake, follow my orders!" Derrick whispered in my ear while straightening my face with his finger, "don't stare at him that much, girl!"

I looked at his face, he had gritted his teeth. I again gazed at Derrick, then him, was he feeling jealous?