PAST

I feel so empty.

Without My Quinn, my life is so empty.

Why did I say those things to her? Why did I hurt my Quinn?

It’s been a week since the new semester started. I thought that during the semester break, I was successful in fooling myself that I did the right decision.

But who am I kidding? I was afraid to lose her that is why I told her that I only see her as a friend. I want us to last that is why I want us to remain as friends. And now, I lost her forever.

Can I really carry on my life without her?

"Call her," Quen said when I call him on the phone and told him about what happened.

Quen is my only best friend. I always tell him everything that is happening to me here in the country.

Quen was in America to study. My sister is with him. My sister chose to study in the same university as him because she likes him. But my best friend only saw her as a friend, and he was in love with someone else.