Adonis
For some reason, my mood was as bright as the dark clouds in the middle of a thunderstorm as I pushed the door open, already planning to go upstairs, grab my fucking gym gear and get to the gym to punch some unlucky punching bag till my fists are reddened and aching.
Having to deal with fucking people every day was such a fucking pain in the fucking ass.
I really preferred the contracts I had bagged in the past that did not fucking involve me having to put a fucking team together. Shit. After working myself numb at the gym, I should probably hit a strip club, spend the entire night there maybe. Get some pretty woman to fucking distract me.
Maybe I’m just sexually starved.
That’s probably why my mood feels like a fucking field of landmines. Step wrongly on one and it explodes. I really have not been fucking to my satisfaction lately. The last time I really fucked myself to maddening ecstasy was back at the bachelor pad. With Leilani.