Adonis' Depressed Mood Triggered

Adonis

Love.

That was one word that I heard every fucking day of my goddamn life. That was the only name the motherfucker who was my actual father used to call Cora. He used to fucking beat her up, beat me up, abuse us in the worst fucking way possible… and call it love. I was nothing but a tiny kid back then, but the memories were permanently branded in the depths of my black heart, stirring up and coming to haunt me the moment my spirits drop low.

I had never seen that Love in a good light. Forget about the shit people like to believe in, but in actual reality, 'love' was a mess. It was fucked up. It was one big fat deceit, because humans are shit. Just like I am one big fucked up shit.

My mood was shit. Past memories and pain were taking advantage of it to dominate my train of thoughts and generally make the entire situation a whole lot worse.