Too fast

I almost wanted him to move his finger now.

"Did it hurt because you took my you know…" Heat rushed into my cheeks and something flashed in his eyes.

"Your virginity? No, your blossom peachy. I'm not that deep in and I want to claim that part of you with my lengthy, not with my finger."

Blossom peachy?

Warmth settled in my chest.

Slowly he pulled his finger out, my muscles clenching around him and sending a strange prickling through my spot. He traced the same finger over my lip and dipped it into my mouth. I circled it with my tongue without even knowing why.

Fu Shao groaned. He jerked his finger out and shoved his tongue between my lips. I pressed myself against his chest, my tongue battling with his.

"Let's go inside. I want to lick you again, wife."

I exhaled.

"Will you let me put my finger into you again? This time I'll go really slow."

"Hmm," I said.

He leaped out of the Jacuzzi and helped me to my feet. Then he lifted me into his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist as he carried me inside.

He lowered me to my feet in front of our bed and disappeared in the bathroom only to return with a towel. He helped me out of my swimsuit top, wrapped the towel around me and started to rub me dry gently.

I closed my eyes, enjoying the feel of it. I couldn't believe I'd let Fu Shao do what he'd done.

So I couldn't believe myself that I wanted him to do it again.

Everything was overwhelming. I knew it was too fast, but as he had said what was I waiting for?

He was my husband now.

"Are you cold?"

My eyes peeled open.

He dropped the towel, leaving me naked. His hands slid up and down my arms. My entire body was covered in goose bumps.

"A little."

He made me lie down on the bed before he straightened and slid down his shorts. His erection sprang free, hard and long, and suddenly anxiety gripped me.

He'd put his finger into me, maybe now he wanted to do the next step.

Maybe I was confused about a few things at the moment, but I knew one thing.

Yes, I wasn't ready for that. I still barely knew the man in front of me, and sleeping with him, letting him into me like that was too much, too intimate.

Maybe this evening had been his way of manipulating me.

Nobody got that far in the army without being a master in manipulation. I pressed my legs together and scrambled back.

He paused, one knee already on the bed.

"Shen Mi?" His fingers curled around my calf and I jerked back and pulled my legs against my chest.

He sighed.

"What now?"

He sat beside me, his length almost brushing my leg.

"Say something."

"This is too fast," I said quietly.

"Because I got naked? You've seen him down before. You even jerked me off."

My face burned.

"I think you're trying to manipulate me. If I gave you the chance, you'd go all the way today."

"You bet I would, but I can't see what manipulation has to do with it," he said with a hint of anger in his voice.

"I want you. I never lied to you about that. I'm going to take whatever you are willing to give, and you were willing in the Jacuzzi."

"Not about the finger," I snapped, suddenly getting angry too.

"Maybe you'll try the same with that...." I look down to his pelvis.

I knew it sounded ridiculous.

He actually laughed. He leaned very close.