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Gold ring with one love shape diamond, embed with small diamonds around it.

What was meant as a sign of love and devotion for other couples was nothing but a testament of his ownership on me. A daily reminder for the rest of my life. Until death do us part wasn’t an empty promise as with so many other couples that entered the holy bond of marriage. 

There was no way out of this union for me. So I was own by my husband until the end of my life. The last few words of the oath that men swore when they were inducted into the Black Clans could just as well have been the closing of my wedding vow.

This wedding wasn’t about love or trust or choice. It was about duty and honour, about doing what was expected.

A bond to ensure peace in Black territory and White Clans stop more bloodshed in between two big clans on this earth, B Clans and the last W Clans feud that clashes more than 2000 years.

Be Fate

Just then, I felt suddenly self-conscious about what I'd done.


"Come here, baby. I don't want to shower alone."


I scrambled off the bed, put my hand in his and followed him into the bathroom.


As the hot water poured down on us, Fu Shao began lathering my body with soap and I closed my eyes, enjoying the feel of his hands on me. He pressed up to my back, one arm coming around my stomach.


 "So was it okay for you?" he asked quietly.


He was probably worried I wouldn't go down on him again, if it wasn't. 


He kissed my throat and I know he did that a lot. It felt so gentle, loving and intimate, but I knew it wasn't meant like that.


 "I'm glad, because I really enjoy being in your mouth."


 I flushed with embarrassment and a strange sense of accomplishment.


"Are you angry that I didn't, you know, swallow? I bet the women you've been with so far always did."


"No, I'm not angry. I won't lie, I'd love to come in your mouth but if you don't want that, it's okay."


We stepped out of the shower and dried off before we crawled back into bed. I rested my head on his chest. He turned off the lights, bathing us in darkness.


 "When your father told you to marry me, what was your reaction?" I murmured.


And I'd been wondering about it for a while. His fingers on my hips paused.


 "I'd expected that. So I knew I'd have to marry for tactical reasons. As future head master, you can't let emotions or desires rule any part of your life."


I was glad for the darkness so he couldn't see my face. He sounded so detached and emotionless. His touches and kisses made me want to believe that maybe he was starting to care for me, but now I wasn't so sure anymore.


"You were only 15 year old. Of course, you were terrified."


"To be exact, I was still terrified on the day of our marriage. I'm still not entirely sure you don't terrify me."


"Did I told you, you have no reason to fear me. I'll protect and take care of you. I'll give you anything you want and need."


Except for one thing, love. He can't give it to me. 


"But the Fu always comes first to you ," I said lightly. 


"If you had to kill me to protect the clans, I know you would."


He became rigid, but he didn't deny it. My father always said there's only room for one true love in the life of a made man and that's the clan.


Shower