Watcha you doin’?

Fu Shao grabbed my arm and lifted me to my feet, his mouth crashing down on mine in a fierce kiss. He didn't mind tasting himself on me.

"I hope you remember this all day."

When Fu Shao left shortly after breakfast and Qina immediately pulled me out onto the roof terrace, away from Xu attentive ears.

"What's going on? You've been acting strange all morning. Why didn't you answer when I called you this morning?"

I looked away, a blush spreading on my cheeks. Her eyes shot open.

"What did he do?"

"He went down on me," I admitted.

"You let him?"

I laughed.

"Yes."

More heat rose into my cheeks at the sound of eagerness in my voice.

She leaned forward.

"So you like it?"

"Hehe. Can I say, that I love it."

She bit her lip.

"I hate thinking about you with him, but you really seem to enjoy it. I guess it has its advantages that he eat every society girl in this city too."

I didn't want to think about it.

"So how does it feel?"

"As if I'm shattering. It's overwhelming and amazing, and I don't know how to describe it."

"But you didn't sleep with him?"

I shook my head.

"Not yet, but I don't think he wants to wait much longer."

"Eat him. So he can screw himself."

She narrowed her eyes.

"Did he make you blow him?"

"He didn't make me. I wanted to do it."

Qina looked doubtful.

"And? Tell me more. You know I have to vicariously live through you. I'm so tired of being under surveillance all day. I want a boyfriend too. I want to be eaten and have blast like you did."

I snorted.

"Nah. I doubt Father will allow you."

"I don't intend to ask him," Qina said with a shrug.

"I'm here now. Nobody's stopping me from having fun, right?"

My eyes widened.

"Father would kill me if I let you hook up with guys while you were here."

"He doesn't have to know, does he?" She shrugged again.

"It's not like I would tell him."

I gaped, then laughed.

"Well, unless you want to seduce Xu or Fu Heng your options are kind of limited."

"Ugh, no. I don't want either of them. I want a normal guy. A guy who doesn't know who I am."

"But, I don't know how we could find a guy for you."

She grinned.

"How about we hit a club?"

"Xu won't let me out of his sight after I ran away from him once. There's no way we can escape him and go off to a club."

She contemplated this but I worried about the crazy plan she might come up with.

So I actually liked the idea of going out for a night of dancing. Because I'd always imagined how it would be to spend a night on the dance floor and let loose.

"Xu can come with us. He's guarding you, not me. Maybe I can slip away."

"And then what? A quickie in a restroom? Do you really want to experience all your firsts like that?"

She glared.

"At least, I'd experience them on my own terms. It would be my choice. You don't have a choice at all. As Fu Shao and Father took them all away. I don't get how you can be so calm about it. How can you not hate him after all what he did?"

Sometimes I wondered that myself.

"I should hate him but..."

Her face crumbled.

"But you don't. Big sister, do you actually care about him? Love him?"

"Would you really prefer I hate him and be miserable?"

"He treats you like a prisoner. You don't really believe Xu is just for your protection, right? He keeps an eye on you, so no other guy gets a piece of you."

I knew that.

"Let's go shopping."

"Really? That's so trophy wife of you."

"Shut up," I said teasingly, wanting to light the mood.

"Shopping for hot outfits for tonight. We can hit one of Fu clubs."

She grinned.

"I want to wear something that gives guys a heat from looking at me."

As Xu had waited outside the store while we went shopping. He'd probably checked beforehand if there was a back entrance we could use to escape. I hadn't told him about our plan to head out to a club yet. It was better if I sprang it on him at the last moment.

Qina whistled as I turned around so she could admire my outfit.

"Oh My God. You are so sexy on your legs. Or maybe death on legs, I bet big brother will probably kill every guy that looks at you in the wrong way."

I rolled my eyes.

"He won't kill anyone for looking."

"Want to bet on that big sister?"

No, I wouldn't.

But I'd never worn anything that sexy in public. The black leather pants hugged my body so tightly, they looked like a shiny skin. The sheer black sleeveless blouse I'd tugged into my waistband, revealed my sparkly push-up bra below.

"You don't look too bad either," I said.

Qina jumped up from my bed.

"You think?" She flashed me a seductive smile. She really looked smoking hot in her black tights and black leather hot pants.

"You're perfect. "

It's a good thing we didn't have to worry about getting carded. I linked our arms and led her out of the bedroom and down the staircase.

As Xu who was sitting on the sofa, cleaning his knife. His eyes darted up and he stilled completely. His gaze wandered over our bodies. He'd never openly stared at me.

"Are you checking us out?" I couldn't help but tease him.

He was always so controlled. This small flicker of humanness was arelief.

He stood abruptly, sheathing the knife into its holder. His eyes were again firmly focused on my face.

"What's going on?" There was a hint of strain in his voice.

I walked up to him and he actually tensed as if he thought I would jump in.