My Name is Alexandria

After saying bye to my two friends Parker and Jay, Markus and I were walking on the pathway towards the parking lot. While talking we both discussed lots of things like movies, Anime, manga, etc… And this time he started to talk about something he read in the article.

"Brian, do you know that in ancient literature many things were said about the future, even the great scientists were talking about the old literature".

"Huh… Huh…"

I was just saying these words again and again because I was not listening to him. At first, I was listening to Markus but then when I saw a beautiful girl was crossing the opposite road, my concentration completely changed towards her. I started to admire her beauty and planned to ask her for a date. But when I thought about going to talk with her, the past came to my mind.

The Past… On a sunny day just like always, I came out of the train and walked towards my friend Markus's house. Usually, we both start our trip towards the university from his home because it was convenient for him. And on that day while walking towards his home, I saw a girl standing at the bus stop and waiting for her bus to arrive. She was so gorgeous like no one in this world would match her.

Then I planned on talking to her and asking for a date. After planning about asking her for a date, I started to rehearsal the conversation in my mind and says confident words to myself. 'Brian this is your chance don't miss it… Just get her' after saying it to myself I walked near to her. "What's your name? Do you have a boyfriend and if you don't then can you come with me for a date?"

After I finished saying it she gave me the most annoyed look at me, which made me sad but that was not the saddest part. The real thing is after I said it, her reply was a heartless, most hated word in my life 'No'. I was filled with sadness at that moment but soon I recover from it and when I tried to talk with her again, a horn sound was heard near me. "Anne… Come let me drop you" A tough voice was spoken from my back and it was so familiar to me, so I was turning my head slowly and shaky towards the direction, I found my class teacher was there.

He is the father of the girl whom I was talking to right now. When I found it, the inner soul was just escaping from my body and just his face made me tremble. No machine can measure the fear I had at that moment.

"Brian, what are you doing here?"

"I am just waiting for Markus, Sir. You don't worry we both will come soon before the morning class starts".

"If you both are late just like last time then sure I will make you meet the Department Head".

I was too scared when he mentioned the Department Head because I really hate to be caught by the 'monster', but then I calmed myself and went to Markus' home to get to university soon.

The Present… If I go there, she would be the daughter of another teacher, or she would be the senior who has a dangerous boyfriend. What can I do…? What can I do…? I was thinking about the possibility of her becoming my girlfriend. While I was thinking the possibilities were drastically falling and it was below fifty percent. So I planned on leaving her and listening to my friend Markus's story about… sorry I forgot.

Then after we both rode on Jet and listened to music, while going I asked him about homework and tests for tomorrow. And after noting down everything, the place I needed to get off also reached.

"Bye… let's meet tomorrow and also don't forget about sending me the homework answers pic".

"Yeah… I will send you at 9 o'clock above".

I nodded my head as yes and started to walk towards the train station I needed to get on. While walking I was bored and took my mobile to play games and check on something interesting on social media. At that time I got a notification from my favorite manga artist that she was going live on her account. Her name is Amanda but it was her pen name. No one knows her real face and real name. But I don't care about that because she was so cute whenever I was looking at her videos. Even though she uses cosmetics to hide her real face, I can able to see her true beauty.

And after opening the link and joining the live show, I was shocked because this time when I saw her face, something came up to my mind. She was looking just like the girl I saw in my class who is going to join us tomorrow. I was surprised but soon I wondered whether she was the same girl or not. And to find it out I planned to wait for tomorrow and dig out the truth.

(Now it's about Alexandria)... My name is Alex, full name is Alexandria Whitney. My father was a famous businessman, who still working for the king and was very close to him. His arrival to his own house was like a once-in-a-blue moon. He dedicated his life to the king. I was not angry about that but also I am not happy too. I wanted to be with my father but it did not happen. When I was born, my mother died by giving birth to me, and then all I had around me were servants of my father and nameless, senseless dolls.

Because of my royalty, my father's servants never allowed me to play with other children at a young age. Whenever I ask about going outside, the only answer I get from all the servants is 'Lady Alexandria, you have to learn more about the manners and discipline of this family. They are not good for you and your status. So please return to your room and wait for your teacher's arrival. He will teach you some new things about your family's lineage.

I felt like being in some kind of prison from the time my life started. Even if I had my mother with me, sure I would have felt a little better but even I had everything than other children without any freedom, I was like being alone in a vain area. My life went that way till I finished middle school. Then when I was in high school, I came to know about the internet.

Soon it became my new home. After learning so many things, I learned how to create a fake personality and be free myself on the internet. Then after creating a fake name Amanda, I started to show my talent and favorite things to chat did so many things which I wanted.

After a long time awaited, at last, my heart feels so relieved and I was so happy to be Amanda, after that, I started to forget my real name and real identity. I like to be Amanda more on the internet. I got lots of followers and friends there and I enjoyed interacting with them. Then I started to balance my single life with two personalities.

The day was taken by the name of royal girl Ms.Alexandria Whitney and the night would be taken by the name Amanda who enjoys showing her manga to her followers and talking with them happily, It was the only place I can smile without any restriction and talk freely without any polite and fake manner.

And after finishing high school, with my father's help without any entrance exam I was allowed to join the famous Western University. I hated it because I wanted to improve my drawing talent and spend more time with my followers but was would not happen if I join the university I'm sure I won't be able to do that, but at the same time, I was happy about one thing. My father was the one who personally made me join this university so I was happy that he still remembers me.

Thank you father, just for you I am going to attend this university.