CHAPTER 20

I am questioning everything.

After the moment we just shared and he leaves, it makes me doubt everything. Everything has been so hard between us from the very beginning. His father and my parents, to being spelled against him.

Could it be that we are forcing something that died a long time ago?

My head feels so heavy like it is going to explode. I cannot even process what has happened in the last three hours of my life and I am not ready to.

Its already dusk and darkness has started to fall but I decide to go visit my parents. I need the calmness and being close to them brings me peace. I tell my dad and assure him I will be okay and head out.

I take his car and drive my way there. By the time I make it to the cemetery its fully dark and my headlights are so sharp in the darkness and fog engulfing the headstones.