CHapter 32

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*DEREK's POV*

"Admit it. You like Venus. You want her Alpha Derek."

I don't want to lie to myself anymore.

I frowned.

The truth is, there was no day I wouldn't think about Venus and the possibilities if ever she became mine. Every night, I would get dreams about her- as if she was even haunting me whenever I closed my eyes.

I was doing well resisting her attempts, but I finally gave in just a while ago. This thirst of wanting her... I couldn't quench it even if I touched her for mere 5 seconds.

I jumped to the pit myself.

"You're right, I like Venus." I chuckled bitterly, "It's different from what I feel towards Cheryl. But...I can't feel her sincerity. I know that Venus's just playing around with me. You see it, right? She's oblivious to love, I always feel that she's just trying to get something from me,"