Will always believed that boys couldn't cry, express their feelings, and admire another boy's beauty. He had always believed so many things, but ever since he was invited to perform in a Boyslove series alongside Nate, his world was rocked, and his certainties were gone.

Boys Love Boys

Nate's embrace is so comforting. I feel that I am protected, and that nothing will affect me if he is by my side. It may sound too romantic, or even desperate, but that is exactly what I have become after rejecting feelings, sensations, and especially my sexuality. Since I decided to bet on an acting career, besides playing a character as confused as I was in the past, all this has pushed me to understand myself, to accept who I am and to be sure of what I want. 


When I met this guy who turned my head, I lost the fear of feeling everything that I had previously repudiated, because I was led to believe it was wrong. I don't want to live like that anymore, pretending to be okay, being someone I wasn't, even though I still can't assume that I have a boyfriend. I can omit it, but I don't want to lie to myself like I used to. 


Nate detaches himself from me, takes my hand, and leads me to the couch. 


Besides his embrace, his gaze is also consoling. 


As Long As It's With You