Our first time - Part II

Nate

The question is: "Why didn't I try this before?

Ah... I remembered, because I was afraid."

Fear of experimenting, of feeling, of exploring parts of my body that could give me pleasure, and I simply didn't know about. The worst is to feel fear for putting so many ideas in my head, and let them take over my subconscious, allowing me to live in a state of inertia, without being able to surrender to a passion that changed my way of seeing life, and seeing far beyond.

With every touch, every kiss, my body is surrendered to desire, to pleasure. Every time his fingers entered and left, I felt out of sorts, especially when he seemed to find the right spot to give me pleasure. I open my eyes and try to pull myself together, but the feeling of pleasure still takes over me, my breathing is short, it was too intense. I look beside me, and there he is. The owner of my pleasure.