Alive Or Dead

THOMAS

I get up in the morning and take a shower immediately because I have a lot of stuff to handle today.

I wore my black trousers and white shirt to the meeting.

I walked downstairs where my mom and dad had walked and had a conversation.

Actually, my dad is having a conversation, whereas my mom is only listening to him, a typical housewife.

"Good morning, mom and dad," I said as I took a seat in the chair.We all live in this house, but I am only living this meaningless life.

"Son, I have selected a suitable girl for you to marry. I think it's the right time for you to get married, "Dad" said to me while eating his food. My appetite was lost from hearing him.

I gave mom a look, but she didn't make eye contact with me. That means they have already talked about this.

It's my life and it should be only me who decides what I want to do with my life and no one else to meddle in this.

As far as my marriage is concerned, let me burst your bubble. I am not going to get married because the girl I love left me. I said this in anger.

"Ohh now I see, you are still in that bitch control. I don't get what that girl has done to you. Look at yourself.

You are a mafia son and here you are in love with a girl who was nothing but a burden to society when she was here". He said something to me and I couldn't keep my calm and I threw the chair and my plate in the opposite direction

. Stop abusing her. If I respect you, then it doesn't mean that you can mock my love". I said to him, "I love my dad, but I can't let him talk about my only love.

"Thomas, get out of your cage. That girl made a mockery of your love in front of the whole world and here you are defending her.

I am happy that she is no longer in your life, otherwise I can only imagine that she will destroy you, "he said to me, and

I closed my eyes and remembered the moment when she left me on our marriage day.

I know and I will never forgive her for that, but I still love her and it doesn't matter to me that she is not alive because she is the only girl I have ever loved and my heart does not allow me to forget her.

When she was in my life, I was alive, but now I am only a dead body. My soul left me. "I am only a ruthless man that you created, dad," I said with an emotionless face, because there was no emotion left in me.

Dad said to me, "I hate that girl because she made you like this. People fear you and you are the most deadly man, but I only know you are hollow from the inside," and he is right, because the girl I love has taken away my soul.

"Son, please get married. Your life will be back on track. It's been three years since she left this world. You can't live like this, "Mom said to me," and I could see her pain.

I want an heir from you, god dammit, because I want another mafia leader after you.

"I am ready to donate my sperm, but I will not allow any woman to enter into my life." I said this with authority and left the house.

Why did you leave me, Emily? If you hadn't left me on our wedding day, then everything would have been perfect.

I don't know what happened to you on that day, and I am dying daily to know the truth behind your disappearance.

People say that you are dead, but my heart is not ready to believe it.

I have searched everywhere, but there is no trace of you. I want you alive because I want my share of revenge.

I love you, but I want you to suffer like I suffer. I want you to feel the pain that I have suffered.

I don't know what this feeling is inside of me. On the one hand, I want your life because I love you, and on the other hand, I want my revenge. You can't die.

God can't be this unfair to me, and I will find you even if it takes forever.

I got into the parking lot and took my Bentley and left for my office, and within 20 minutes I reached my office.

My office building is one of the most lavish in this town, and here I carry out all my illegal activities.

When I entered my office, the whole staff got up from their seats and bowed in front of me.

This is their daily ritual. I ignored them and straight away went to my office.

I opened my office door and it brought a smile to my face, seeing the love of my life in front of my eyes.

My whole office room has Emily pictures, and I don't allow anyone to enter this room because I don't want anyone to see Emily because, baby, you are only for my eyes to see.

I sat on my master's chair and dialled the number of my trusted man who I had appointed to search for Emily. After three rings, he picked up the call.

"Tom, what is the update?" I asked him in a rude tone.

"Sir, the picture which you have given me I searched for it everywhere but I couldn't find it, "he said to me. I could feel the shiver in his voice.

"She is just a girl. How can you not find her? It's been 3 years? You are completely useless, "I said in a frustrated tone, because I wanted Emily.

"Sir, I think she is dead because I have searched everywhere," he said to me, and I lost my temper.

"How can you say that? My Emily can't be dead!" I screamed at him.

"Sir, I am sorry," he said to me in an apologetic tone.

You only have two months to find her. I will destroy the existence of your whole family, "I said, and cut the call without hearing his response.

It's enough of me being a patient person, but now there will be blood everywhere if I don't get Emily.