Chapter 14

AUTHOR P.O.V

It hade been 2 weeks and the worst days of your life. Jungkook was ignoring you, well its not like you care but still you were sad that he thought you as a betrayal.

And about Nancy she literally made you the servant, her personal servant. She made you massage her, wash her dirty clothes, cook for her specially and also have to endure her tantrums. She made you her slave.

Its not like Jungkook didn't knew about all this. He saw everything that was happening with you but decided to ignore it. As he was still angry on you. You broke his trust. He started feeling sad for you both Taegi and you. He couldn't believe that you both had to go through so much.

He was also changing himself. He also started treating you nicely. And he also thought that you were now started liking him. But his hopes got crushed brutally. He can't make out that what should he do to make you fall for him.

But little did he knows that he can't make you fall for him as your heart if filled with only one person and that is non other than Jimin. But still can't you give a little space in your heart for him.

Throughout his life he was hungry for love but didn't received. Hi own parents disowned him telling that he was a curse. He was sterile and can never fit in his family. So, they cut all ties from him. After their death he worked really hard to come where he is now. But still can't find love.

But when you entered in his live everything changed. First he didn't thought that you will make him to fall in love with you but he was wrong. You did.

But whats the point of it when you heart never belonged to him. He shrugged all these thoughts and went out to the garden area to have his morning tea. He went there and saw you watering the plants.

He went towards you and pulled you towards him with the help of your waist. You gasped. You turned around to only meet with pair of brown eyes that were telling you that how much he loves you.

You immediately adverted your eyes from him.

You didn't wanted to give him hope.

"What are you doing?" you asked trying to free yourself from his firm grip. You struggle only made him to tighten his hold on your tiny waist.

But his mind wasn't to your words instead his eyes were lingering on your rosy lips. He badly wants to taste those sweet plumpy lips. He didn't wasted any more seconds and smashed his lips on your.

You were shocked with his act. Once he is angry on you and then after sometimes kisses your lips like there is no tomorrow. He was kissing you so passionately that for sometimes you forgot who he was and kissed him back.

He smirked when he felt you lips moving sync.

But soon you came back to reality and pushed him. He wasn't prepared for that and stumbled back. You wiped his kiss from your lips and looked at him with disgust. He was shocked and sad at the same time to see you wiping his kiss away.

He immediately grabbed your shoulders and looked directly in your eyes.

"Tell me Y/n is it that hard to love me? Is it that hard to accept me? Is it that hard to trust me? Am I that much unworthy? Tell me Y/n." you looked at him direct in his eyes. His eyes were showing pain and hope. Hope that you will love him back.

You felt a pang in your heart for hurting him. But you have to do it. How can you love someone else when your heart beats for Jimin. You can't betray him not anymore. You have already hurt him so much. You can see him hurt and crying.

But also you can see Jungkook hurt. Its just that you are stuck in between them.

"I'm sorry Jungkook. But it really is hard for me to love someone when my heart already beats for Jimin. I know I have hurt you alot. But still I can't give you hope that you can have a future with me. I can't live anymore like this. I want to get free from this world. I can't anymore." You said to him while fresh tears were streaming down you eyes.

You wiped them away only to be replaced with new ones.

Jungkook got his answer. He sadly nodded his head.

Suddenly Nancy came from no where and dragged Jungkook with her. Jungkook didn't pretested her as he wasn't in his right mind. Nancy glared you and went with him.

You heaved a sigh.

You really don't know that what you should so now.

There Jimin is crying all day and night for you. And here you are hurting Jungkook everyday. You are stuck in between them. But why are they both forgetting about yours feelings. You are also there who is crying all day and night.

You are also there who is hurt.