Chapter 17

AUTHOR P.O.V.

Y/n was seated in the balcony area, looking at the scenery, while sipping her tea. She was getting bored sitting here all alone, Not like she wants Taehyung's company, she's better without him, but still she feels bored.

She really doesn't have anything to do and now her belly have started showing as well. In the morning she stood infront of the mirror and started at her belly, it hadn't grown much, but still a little. She loved staring at it. She felt happy seeing her baby grow in womb. After finishing her tea, she thought of doing something, so she grabbed a blank copy and some pencils from the cupboard. She then sat back on the table and started drawing some sketch.

She was so engrossed in it, that she didn't noticed Taehyung standing behind her, staring at it. He was astonished to see her masterpiece. She had drawn a baby's sketch. Surely it showed that how much loved her unborn child. He smiled thinking about it, but there was this problem. The thing the doctor told him, is still in his head.

He cannot let Y/n drawn in depression. He needs to make her feel happy just the way she was before, but how?? Y/n would never be the same with him, after all he was the only one who destroyed her whole life. But he thought of trying anyway.

He cleared his throat, attracting her attention.

"Wow, it looks beautiful, doll. Are you imagining our baby, looking exactly like this." he said, with a sweet smile plastered on his face. Y/n got startled hearing him, she turned around and gasped. She didn't imagined him standing behind her and staring at her sketch.

"Will you mind showing it to me?"

"N-No." with that she handled him the sketch. He smiled and sat beside her, looking at it carefully. He carefully touched the outline, and surely it looked beautiful.

"Umm if you don't mind, would like drawing me as well, doll?" he asked while flashing his sweet smile. Y/n looked at him shocked.

"I-I won't mind." with that Taehyung sat comfortable on the chair and Y/n started drawing him. While she was drawing him, Taehyung was staring at her, with a small smile, He felt himself super lucky, to have her. She's surely is the best thing in the world, that he have and now his love is going to give him a another best gift, Their child.

When Y/n was done, she was little hesitant to show him the sketch, but Taehyung took the copy from her hand anyway. He looked at it with wide eyes. The sketch, looked exactly like him.

"I-I loved it, doll. You're so damn talented."

"Why didn't you persuade on becoming a painter, hmmm??" Y/n looked at him, with sad eyes. She gulped.

"Its be-because I was kidnapped and tortured till death, I was harassed and now I'm caged. S-So I could never persuade my dreams." she said, making Taehyung go silent. He understood what she's trying to say, but said nothing. He stood up and went out leaving her. Y/n looked at the painting with teary eyes, She sighed and shook her head. She again grabbed the pencil and copy and started drawing, but she was confused that what should she draw now. So, she looked into the garden, trying to find something to draw.

Suddenly her eyes, caught a certain person, sitting on the grass, doing something on his phone. She felt like drawing him, as well but what if Taehyung saw it and misunderstood her. She shook her head and thought of drawing anyway. She'll hid the copy somewhere, safe.

After getting done with her art, she looked at it and it was beautiful, there was no denying about it.

Suddenly Jungkook's gaze fell on her and he waved smiling at her. Y/n gave him her broke smile and looked down at her copy. Jungkook stood up and came back inside the house. Soon she heard a knock on her door.

"C-Come in." Jungkook entered inside and sat beside her in the balcony. He looked at the sketch on her hand and grinned.

"Were you stalking me?" Y/n's eyes widen upon hearing him. She shook her head and was about to say something, but Jungkook said first.

"No need to be scared, I was just joking. Well, Umm would you mind drawing me, according to my character. Like how I am in your eyes."

"O-Ok." Jungkook smiled hearing her.

"Ok, then I would like to draw you as well."

"Y-You know how to draw?"

"Of course madam, I'm a international pro. I'm good at everything." he said, with a grin on his face. Y/n awkwardly smiled and started doing her sketch, while Jungkook did his.

Soon they both finished.

"Ok, You'll show first." with that Y/n handled her sketch to him. Jungkook looked at it and made a blank face.

"In your eyes, I'm a sleepy head?" he said, making a weird face. Y/n nodded her head. Jungkook shook his head.

"Unbelieveable, And here I though I would a strong, handsome, man in your eyes, Aish nevermind."

"S-Show me, mine." with that Jungkook smiled and showed her his, art. Y/n took it from his hand and looked at her sketch. She gasped, looking at it. It was so beautiful. It didn't felt like her, here she was a caged princess, but in the sketch she was a happy, independent princess. She felt her eyes teary looking at it.

Her eyes looked happy and charismatic, unlike Y/n who is all broke from inside. Her eyes are now all dead and cold. But she misses her old self.

"You see this, you looked really beautiful, before. You just have to bring back the old you. She's still there, just afraid, to face this new world, which is filled with selfish and cruel people. You're really beautiful Y/n, from in and out. I've never came across a girl like you. You're special." Y/n listened to him carefully, but suddenly she furrowed her brows.

"D-Do you know me from before."

"Maybe, or Maybe not." Y/n go confused upon hearing him, Jungkook smiled and stood up, walking away leaving her confused and puzzled.

Y/n heard someone's foot steps, so she immediately hid the sketches and went to the door. She opened it before the person could. It was Taehyung. He had some snacks in his hand and smiled at her.

"Lets watch movie together, shall we?"

"Y-Yes." with that they both got comfortable on the bed and Taehyung switch on the T.v.

"What would you like you watch, doll?"

"An-Anything, you want."

"Ummm, ok then lets watch, The Silent Sea, though I've seen it, but would love to watch with my, doll" Y/n faked smiled and watched together with him. When the movie got over, he turned towards her and noticed her past asleep. He chuckled looking at her.

'Such a baby.'

He made her comfortable in the bed and covered her with the duvet. He stared at her and cupped her cheeks.

"I know, doll. You hate me, but what else can I do. I'm a selfish bastard. I cannot let you go. I love you and thus can't live without you. So, getting away from me, will never happen. I'm sorry for everything, I know a sorry will never make everything like it was before, but At least I'm guilty for it. Het, baby can you hear me, if you could then, daddy is sorry for everything and he loves you both, Mommy and you. Just I'm bad at loving, and showing my feelings, But if you could then please forgive your daddy and tell your mommy to do so. I love you both." he kissed her belly then pecked her lips. With that he switch off the lights and went out.