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It f*cking hurts.....
It hurts...
it hurts It hurts It hurts It hurts It hurts It it hurts hurts It hurts It hurts It hurts It hurts It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt's It hurt it hurt's.
Help
Help me.
Help me, help me, help me.
Help me, help me, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help, help me!!!!
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts... it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS!!!!!
Why can't just I die.
WHY CAN'T I JUST FUCKING DIE?!!!
*Sob
. . .
*Sob
. . .
.𓂂..𓂂.𓂂..𓂂.
*sob
𓂂..𓂂..𓂂..𓂂..𓂂
I always pondered to myself.....
What did I do wrong?
why are they doing this...
pls...
please
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE!!!
JUST —!!....
PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP
PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP PLS STOP
Why?
Why.....why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
Why.....why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
Why.....why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
Why.....why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
Why.....why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?!
WHY?! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?! WHY!! WHY?!
WHY?!
w...h..y?.....
A drop of tears fell through my left eye.
I then look at my hand carefully, it was covered in dirt mix with something darker in it. Head to toe my hand...
Blood.
My hand Covered in blood
In this trap confinement where I can no longer see the daylight again only me myself and I.
It was a underground solitary prison cell, where the light never shines.
And the people who go through this trap captivity back in forth. Old disgusting men, young bastard's looking at me like I was a dead man put on display.
looking at me like I was some kind of species they need to confine to trap in their hand
I already was.
Bitterness, numbness, the pain I experience in the past was no longer there; as if someone took my emotion away never feeling an ounce of emotion ever again.
Someone already did
Or maybe SOMETHING.
Maybe it was better this way. To not feel the pain, maybe it was too painful to the point the pain sorted out to the numbness I'm feeling everyday on this hell.
And if I ever got out to this prison only countless stares will be waiting for me
put out for display
for their entertainment
put out just for their fun
maybe to mocked me
heh...
What am I thinking, they're already are.
Maybe they're saying I can never be like them,
I can never be on the top but for a used, only to be used and abused and used again.
That I will never escape this fate and become their puppet. '
That's what someone said to me
"Only
for
used".