[Charlie's perspective]
I didn't know how hard I made this decision.
"Have you really decided? So, that's it? ”(M. Wen asked me as he leans against the corner of the hospital bed)
*As if I was firmed with my decision* "Well yeah, that's final."
M. Wen: "What a about Alex?”(He asked me)
(I was silent for a moment, but I couldn't say anything. I don't know how to face Alex, my lover.)
"Just ... do it like that. Probably, she will have a better life." *I said some without confidence.*
M. Wen: "Do you really think so?”
(He seemed hesitant and then became quiet as he gets the apples in the table to wash it)
"If you want some, just eat but first wash it." (I said to him as I gave him permission)
He picked up an apple and took a bite. He didn't start talking with me until he chewed the food completely and swallowed it.
M. Wen: "You will just walk that away quietly, do you think Alex will not look for you?”