Chapter54

IneverspoketoKeithagain.Afterhecommittedhundredsofmillionsofmassacres,Keithstoppedtalkingtome,justlookingatmewithacalmexpressionfromtimetotime.Idon'tknowwhathewasthinking.Idon'twanttocarewhatitthinks,excepttoavoiditallday.Well,I'mback.Idon'twanttobedisturbedbyhimwhenhe'snotinKeith.

Infact,Ishouldn'tworry,asheisnowbackinRichard,butstrangelyenough,hepersistsforalongtimeanddisappearswithoutatrace.Richardwassparedsexualdesire,butIwasnotsparedtheclutchesofAston,whohadbeenfollowingRichard.ThelongerAstonsawCiaranandRichardtogether,thelongertheywoulddisappearuntilthedirectorwouldask.

Asyouknow,theywillcleanupbehindtheveil.

Butitdoesn'tmatter.Today'seventsmakemeveryweak.Idon'tevensleep.Don'taskmehowweakmybodyisnow.It'slikehell.Itcanbesaidthataslongasmylegsarestillshakingwhilestanding.Maybeit'sbecauseIhaven'tdoneanythinglikethisinalongtime.Ithinkit'sbeenthreeweekssinceIfirstmetKeith.