Nottomentionfanatical.Iguessit'sbecauseofhormonalchanges.Ihaveemotions,too.Iwanttocryaloneuntilnight,becauseofthis.SoIwenttoApadLeonardoasKeithsaid,andlaterIlearnedthatKeithsentApadaletterinadvancesayingthatIneededyourhelp,soIgotridofthedepressionofpregnancy.
ThisisbecauseIcometoApackeverydayandturnApackintoKeith.IalmostforgotthatOnysispeoplelikeApackcanbereplicated,soIcanseeKeith'sfaceeveryday.EvenKeithGeneShenzhenremindsmeofKeith.
Today,IcametoApa'snoodlerestaurantasusual,butfromtheevening,IsuddenlyrememberedKeith.Asamatteroffact,IstartedwhenIwasincollege,andIcouldn'tstandit,soIhadtoskiptothelastclassandgobacktomyroom.WhenAtieopenedtheshop,Irushedtothestore,probablybecausemystomachbegantogrowupandhormonesbegantobeactive,somymoodwassosensitive.
It'sbeensevenmonths,andIhavetwomonthstogivebirth.WhenKeithisnotaround,Iwillhavegreatemotionalupsanddowns.