BytheninthmonthKeith'ssmellymorningsicknesshadvanishedwithoutatrace,asifithadneverhappened,butIdidnotknowhowithadvanished,forlastmonthInearlydied.Iescapedthesmellofhell.Keith.Nowwecangetintouchwithit.
Touchandintimacyheredon'tmeananything.Imeanhuggingandkissing.Usually,whogoescrazyinsuchabigbelly?Ofcourse,I'mnotacrazyperson,butthiscouldalsobeKeith.Yes,butwhenIcalledhimdangeroustoketamine,hestoppedtryingtodragmetobedandinsteadpleasedme.
Topleasemeistobuymedessert.IforgottotellyouthatsinceItookketamine,Ihaveespeciallylikeddessert.Icaneveneatalargefamily-sizedicecreambymyself.Therearealwaysdessertslikeicecreamintherefrigerator,otherwise,ifIwanttoeatit,IwillblowKeithup.
Thisistheconsequenceofpregnancy.Mymoodswings.Keithunderstoodthat,anyway,takingcareofmewoulddoalmostanything.I'mcrippledifIdon'tstopit.Whenhewillsendmetocollege.