Thedisasterhappenedtwoyearsago,whenIavoidedfamilymemberscomingtotakemygraduateentranceexamwithoutpriornoticeandmovedtoLosAngeles.Fromthenon,Ineversetfootonmyhomelandagain,untilmymotherandtwosisterscalledandissuedanultimatum,sayingthatiftheydidnotmeet,Iwouldputmytailbacktothetemplepermanently.
AskmeifIcare...Icare,buthowcanIletmymotherandsistercometoseeyou,becauseIamnotreadytoseeyounow.
WhyI'mnotreadytomeetmyfamily,
HowdidthishappenwhenInevertoldmyfamilythatIhadafamily?Thefamilyisnotawife,butahusband,withtwochildrenagedthreeandtwo,andachildfromthefirstyearofcollege.Ifyouknew,Iwouldbekilled.
ButwhatcanIdo?Threatenedtocutoffthetail,letgoofthetemple,andthentheairtickettoLosAngeles,withoutaskingmyopinion.IsuddenlyrealizedthatImissedtellingmyfamilywhichstateIlivedin,Icouldn'tstandthepressure,andIforgotthetruth.
So,howshouldIavoidsuchathing?IfIgoonlikethis,Icanonlyfaceithelplessly!