Chapter177

WhenIgotbacktomyroom,Iateupthemedicine.Idon'tcareifRkeepstellingmenottoeat.HewillworrythatIwilllosecontrol.ButwhatshouldIsay?Iamaman,eventhoughIhavenoexperienceofhavingsexwithanyone.ButIknowhowtohandlemyemotions.

ThemedicineJuliangaveyouwasincrediblyquick.Aftertakingitforlessthantenminutes,mydizzinessdisappearedallweek,butittooklessthananhour.IhaveanothersymptomtoreplacethevertigoIoriginallypredicted.

Iheldbackmyuneasiness.WhenRfellasleepandheardthepeoplebreathingrhythmicallybythebed,Igotupandwentdirectlytothebathroomtoreleasethisuneasiness.

Thetrousersfellfromthelowerbody,andtheactivepartsappearedonthetwoeyes,whichIplacedthepalmofmyhandonandstrokedgently,justasanymandoeswhenheneedstobreathe.BeforeIcoulddoanything,myclosedbutunlockedbathroomdoorwassuddenlyopenedbysomeone...R.

"Ketahasbeeninthetoiletforalongtime,what'sthematter...no."