Iwasstumped,andmyspinetingledandmywholebodytingled.Ican'tbelievetwobadboyswhobullymeeveryday.Theyscareme.IhadtoleaveThailandfortreatmentforsomanyyears.Today,theyfeelthiswayaboutme.I'mnotveryhappyeither.Whatismorefrighteningisthatthosewhobelievethattheyhavechangedtheirhabitsandstoppedbullyingmeastheydidwhentheywereyoungarenowbeginningtosuspectthemagain.
"Oh...doyoulikeme?"
Idon'tknow,suddenlyaskedmeaquestion,CecilandBlack,theyshoutedtoeachother,turnedtolookatme,theirexpressionssuddenlychanged,notnervous,butpanicked,andthenbothblushed.
"Whatdoyousay!Whowilllikeyou!"
Blake'svoicewasshouting,thenexasperated,andCecil'svoicewastheopposite,raisingherfingertipsandpushingherglasseswithoutsayingaword.Althoughthereactionwasdifferent,judgingfromhispostureandhisexpression,IguessIcan'tbewrong.ButIdon'twanttoask.Thingswillescalate.I'llbeoutofluck.Idon'tlikethem!Idon'tlikeenough,Idon'twanttodisturbmylife,justlivewithroommates,whichsometimesupsetsme!
"So...ifIhadn'tasked,I'dhavebeendrowsy."