Chapter200

Ididn'tcallmyfather,KeithorKeta,andlivedanormallifebecauseIthoughttheproblemsIhadbeforehadbeensolved.EvenifIlivedinthesameroomasCesilandBlake,theatmosphereseemedtobefine.Theylivedanormallife,greetedmewhentheysawme,talkedforawholeweek,didn'tbotherme,didn'tdoanythingthatmademeparanoid,anddidbetterandbettertome,sothatsometimesIbegantobeshakenbytheirbehavior.Whatcanyousay,like...Theyweregentlewithme,neverseeninmymemory,CecilandBlakewereviolentandbullies,right?Theyallturnedthebacksoftheirhandsovertoseeclearly.

CeciloftentakescareofmeandsometimestutorsmewhenIamnotinclassbecauseheisveryclever.IthinkI'msmart.Heismanytimessmarterthanme.Blakeisnotinterestedinstudying,butifthereisanythingtoworkhardon.He'llvolunteertomakemenormal,no...No,hewillmakemenormal,andmoreimportantly,nomatterthesmallthings,hewillparalyzeme.