Ourfacesarealmostclosetogether.Icouldfeelhiswarmth,andourlipsalmostfolded.IwassurprisedthatIdidn'tturnaway,asifwaitingforhimtokiss,andIknewifImissedit,lethimgo.Thismusthavegonetoofar,butatthistime...Iwaswithhim,andIcouldn'tresistmyinnerrejection.
Butasourlipsapproachedthecollision,Cecilturnedandbitstraight,thensuddenlycameoutandmademestand,andIpushedmyselfbehindandlookedathim,wonderingifhewouldbeafraid,andIwasangry,soIgaveup.Iusedtosaydon'ttouchmeunderanycircumstances.Asforregret,uh...Regretisnottrue,justdon'tunderstandwhyhejustruinedtheopportunity.Idon'twanttokisshim.Iswear!
"IfIkiss,IbetrayBlack."
Iputmyeyebrowsup,andhecouldn'tseemtokissmebecauseIwasafraidIwouldbeangryorsomething.I'mafraidBlakewillsmellhimfromme.Depressingly,Isuddenlywantedtokisshim.
"Ifthereisnothing,Iwillgoback.Iwanttogobacktobed."