He is a helpless young man. . . The idea for "Chanin" is that he made the wrong decision to let a half-brother, Ran, whom he had never met in his life, save the business his father left behind after the crisis. The "slave", with Lan as the "master", could not escape, and the other party used his sick mother as a tool to lock him up.

Lane's return in the stain of the first angel turned into the appearance of a monster who trampled on his dignity every minute. The father's resentment of separating her from her mother in order to let her live with her new child is now resolved. Although this is not a reasonable reason, no controversy can eliminate her resentment. Therefore, Chanin has only two choices, either to "be a slave forever" or to "go crazy for his freedom in the gradual fire".

Night With A Beast

AlthoughItriedtohelpherasmuchasIcould,beingkickedoutoftheroomlastnightwastantamounttobeingrejected.


Idon'tneedhelp...No,Ididn'tneedChanin'shelp,butIacceptedothers'helpanyway.


Chanindoesn'tunderstandwhyheshouldrefusehim.Healsoexpressedhisdesireforhimbefore.


Hedidsomethingwrong,orifhewasobsessedwithsomethinglikethis,itwouldhurteachother.


PerhapsbecauseofRand'sself-protectivemechanism,hewasafraidthathewouldbehurtbySeichiandtriedtopushhimaway.Chaninsawthathisloverwastraumatizedphysicallyandmentallybyhimself,andhecouldn'tthinkofanythingelse.


Thefactisthathecausedit,whichiswrong.IhavetosaythatthereasonisRan'sfiancee'swoman,notChanin.Ifthatwomandoesn'twanthim,it'sentirelyMidori'sfault.It'snotgoingtoendlikethis.


However,therewasnothinghecoulddo.HehasnopowertobargainwithMamoruandaskhimtoseeArannonce.Buttheotherpartyresolutelyrefused,aslongashisbrotherdidn'tallowhimtogobyhimself.Ihavenoright.


Idon'tevenhavetherighttoopenthedoorconnectingtheroom...


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