Theplanisgoingwell,andwhilethesleepingpillsinthefoodwon'tsuddenlyoverdose,itwillgetyoutobedhoursearlierthanusual.
WhenIwokeupinthemiddleofthenight...Wakeupbecauseofswellingofbodyandarms.Atfirst,IthoughtIwassleepinginthewrongpositionortoolong.ButwhenIwakeup,whenIseethatIamnotlyinginbed,Iwillbeshocked.Buttiedtoachair.
Justlikewhenyouweretortured!
Irepeat,herbodyisnaked,andshesitscross-leggedonthesofa.
Whatastrangedream...
AtfirstIthoughtIhadthisdream,forIthoughtofthesweetnessofthebodyofmybeloved,anditwasnotuntilIheardthedeepvoicethatIrealizeditwasnotadream,butreal.
"Moresoberthanyou."
"Whydoyouwanttotiemeup?"Chanindidn'tanswerhisgreeting,justasked.Idon'tknowwhatRanthinks."Thenwhydon'tyougotobed?Isn'titlate?"
IrealizedthisagainwhenIsawthedigitalclocknotfarfromthetable,whichcausedmetoworryaboutthepeopleinfrontofme.But,Lanedidn'tcareatall,andhedidn'tcarehowhewasdeprivedofsleep.Ionlycareaboutwhatsecretsthepersoninfrontofmehasfromhim.