Fantasy (Part One)

….OK…I'm guilty, I told myself. He's young, good looking, and I got carried away. Casey's just very hot to me, I couldn't help myself.

….I'm Arleen, and maybe by writing about this it will get my head straight….but I doubt it,… it's already too late and I'm turned on all the time now. …..I'm divorced, I have a good figure, long red hair and I'm just plain horny all the time it seems. The bar scene just wasn't cutting it for me. Quickie drunk sex was only relief. I wanted a hot younger guy, with lots of foreplay. I wanted him to make me so hot, so I would climax like I did with….

….well…I'll just say…'a family member'. This person would get me so hot; I became this wonderful exciting animal. He would make me release an inner female in me that made me fuck till I screamed with joy. He taught me how to suck a boner and make it cum real hard. He licked my pussy so damn good, I would almost beg him to stop…but of course…I never did.

…..Yes, he spoiled me bad. We fucked day and night. In the woods, in empty houses and buildings. His van was our little sex room. I'd make him cum big while he drove, and while he had his fingers in my wet pussy. He sometimes drove me to a secluded place and licked my pussy so good, I would yell my guts out in trembling joy. He would then get on his knees on top of me and fuck my mouth, filling it with his hot cum... god I miss that.

…..Mom never knew any of this as she was too busy fucking her boyfriend all the time. I miss all that I grew up with. Now I had my sites on the teenage kid next door.

…..I had slowly become friends with Casey's parents and this got me close to him. I saw him slightly eyeballing me. I had to get his attention way better than that. One afternoon as I was standing in front of my upstairs bedroom French window, I noticed him looking out the blinds at me. I pretended not to notice. I put on a show for him by slowly undressing in front of the floor length window. I slowly peeled off my top and bra.

...The gap in his blinds got bigger. I felt my own good sized tits and played with my nipples. I pulled them up and licked them. I slowly inched down my shorts, then teasingly pulled down my pearly white panties. I could now glance and see his eyes peering out. I was completely naked. I happen to have a big red bush. I ran my fingers through it, and spread my legs. I let my middle finger disappear inside my pussy. It looked like my eyes were closed as I noticed his peering eyes now wide open through the one louver open. I fantasized about him getting a huge hardon and rubbing it while gazing at me.

...I left the window. I wanted to start him thinking about me,….. and did he ever…..

…..This was on a rainy Thursday afternoon. I was home from work and him home from school. Right on time to put on my little show again. I kicked it up a little by fingering my pussy with both hands…just a little. Now he had something stuck in his blinds to hold the one louver open. I could barely see his eyes peering out….leaving his hands free?…I hoped he was jacking off while watch me.

…..Friday, I now laid on my bed and started masturbating myself. I squirmed and lifted my hips up and down. I pointed my pussy right at his window. I noticed a pair of binoculars at the window. Just what I wanted.

….Saturday, I took my silver long vibrator and worked it in my pussy, over and over. I really was masturbating, and I fantasized about Casey's teenage cock inside me. My legs were wide open in front of the window. He was back to just his eyes looking through the blinds. I just knew he was jacking off while looking at me. I licked my 'mister silver', I called it, and gave it a nice drenched blow job. I pretended it shot cum in my mouth and I had to lick it all off. I saw the blinds swinging slightly back and forth. I closed my eyes and pictured him shooting his cum inside me. I got a new high feeling in my pussy, and an uncontrolled moan escaped my lips. I could almost feel his cock inside me, shooting and pumping in his warm cum.

….I slowly opened my eyes….he was gone from the window.

That night I went to bed early to have time for a long masturbation time. I lay there with just a night light on, fantasizing about Casey feeling my pussy. I was letting it build up when….

….. his bedroom light came on. I got a wonderful buzz in my pussy that made me gasp. I could see his shadow on the blinds, as he passed them. Now I was getting a shadow show as he was undressing. Off came his shirt. His lights went almost out. He must have turned on a small night light. I watched his blind slowly come up. There he stood in the low light…naked. I could only see down to his waist. Then he must have stepped on something to raise him higher. And as he leisurely started stroking his nice sized cock, I slowly got out of my bed and inched closer to my window…naked. We now both stood there in the low light watching each other.