Heavy R-18 from chapter 10. It is Yuri and harem. Futa side characters.

Maria died and then reincarnated into a game. A harem game. Not as a protagonist, but as a member of the MC's harem. The childhood friend that never wins. Maria was quite satisfied with her life in this new world filled with magic and advanced science. She had looks, money, and a future to look forward to since she was a lesbian and had no intention of getting together with the MC.

And then the MC died, leaving the world and Maria in chaos. There was a tentative peace that lasted until she heard the court have a talk with a mysterious figure. They were talking about sacrificing Maria to the demon gods to ensure world peace. She was about to be killed for things she could not control and Maria did not want that. She especially did not want to die as a virgin.

Not one to be taken for granted like this, Maria decides to run away from home and started her new journey. This time, she was no longer a harem girl doomed to be cast away, but rather the hero of her own story. She would travel lands, gather friends and live her life out. And she has to do all this while running away from her dead ex-fiancé's sister who has an obsession with her for some reason. 

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The second female lead Dual Cultivates

"Admirable, yet foolish effort on your part. That girl wasn't worth your protection. Do you know what was going through her mind that whole time? She wanted you to die and become free." The goddess explained. 


Maria focused on Venus and her wide and frightened eyes. The fear Maria saw in them was real. 


"I didn't mean to come here. I don't know why I am here or how I got here." Venus was almost crying. Maria felt bad for the poor girl. 


"I know you didn't mean to hurt me. Don't cry unnecessarily. It doesn't suit your image." Maria tried to comfort Venus. But her voice was flat and weak. 


Venus's teary look did not get better at Maria's assurance. 


"But it is my fault. It is all my fault. Even now it is my fault. I want to move. To get away from here. But I'm too afraid to. My magic won't respond to me." Venus explained. 


She sounded shaken. Maria had no heart to scold her any further. 


197: The will to die