The touch

Roman 

What the fuck am I doing? 

This is a big mistake. 

I just wanted to see her. 

I wanted to make sure she was okay, that is why I am here. That is why I came back to the compound. I know that this is a mistake but how do you stay away from someone that holds the biggest part of your heart. 

Finding my mate wasn't supposed to happen until it was all over. I knew that my life wasn't mine. 

I have been living for the past two years as a man who has nothing to lose. I knew that death would have been the easy way out. That is why I never gave up, that is why I am still here but in this life, I know that I am disposable. One wrong move and they won't hesitate to kill me. 

I know all this and I have been handling it well. I have been living my life with no thoughts of the future. 

Now Tala is here. 

I know what this means to me. 

I know who she is.