Guilt and regrets

Colm 

My heart stops from the vision--or whatever the hell that was. I know who it was, it was Khal. There is no way I won't recognise him even though we just met. 

"Get off me," I push Cassidy to the side and pull out of her.

"What's wrong?" she asks me worriedly as she manages to sit up on the bed. We are both naked, sweating and now I am fucking confused. He was hurt somewhere. The last time I saw him was at dinner. He is safe in my home. It can't be real but why does it feel like my wolf's heart is breaking right now. 

"I need to go,'' I grab my clothes from the floor and start to put them on. I needed to get laid and now I can't even fucking finish without running off to find him. He has taken over my life and he has no fucking clue. 

Isn't it ironic? He is silently in love with Roman and the guy has no clue. Now he is all I can think about and he has no clue.