013 - Shower admissions Part.2

Aurora

"Does it want to hurt me right now?" You can't help but ask when you see his gaze darken again, like so many other times before since you got to know about this other voice in his head. Does it even exist or he just has hallucinations that he hears them? How does that even work?

He sighs and shakes his head 'no'. He seems frustrated at the question, like he's having trouble finding an explanation for this too. He straightens his body, still with his arms wrapped tightly around the back of your waist as you try to keep him from running away again.

It's not that you blame him though, you were scared shitless too when he first told you about this thing inside of him. But it's something you need to get used to, and you want him to know that you are completely open with all of the things going on with him. Especially if they'll affect you.

So, when he starts talking...

"There is someone in my head. Not a person, but more like a voice," he says looking down, like he was afraid to meet your eyes. "It doesn't talk to me, at least not much. I hear its thoughts every time I'm angry or hurt. Its like a dark feeling inside of me and it wants to destroy everything who wants to harm us but when it comes to you, I don't really understand its intentions," Grayson sighs, leaning his head towards your neck.

"I think it wants to make you hate me but also love me but most of all it gives me urges I shouldn't have."

You take one hand off his face to run your fingers through his hair while the other remains wrapped tightly around his neck.

The way he speaks makes you feel bad because maybe the voice could be just the product of some kind of brain tumour or something? It doesn't sound like something that a normal person can suffer from but then again, nothing else he mentioned sounds normal.

"What kind of urges?" You ask curiously.

Your heart clenches when you hear him shudder. His head moves up, only enough so that his mouth can rest on your collar bone instead, which sends tingles through your whole body. You can only hold onto him tighter in response.

"I feel it when I think of you, look at you but it is even worse when I kiss you because even I want you, some part of me wants to hurt you," he murmurs, " Like my entire body feels alive. Like there is a force controlling every little action of mine...like it controls my very essence, like I am just being guided by the darkness in my mind," he finishes.

Your chest constricts with emotions and you aren't sure how to respond when he tangles his fingers through your hair, making a fist so you have no other choice to just arch your back to look up at him.

The sight of his beauty makes you breath catch in your throat and you have to blink several times before he notices your staring at him, the softest smile forming on his lips.

"You're staring, precious," he whispers against your skin, sending goosebumps everywhere.

You shake your head, "No, it's just that I've never seen anything like it," you answer truthfully.

Grayson looks down at you, a questioning expression on his handsome face,"What do you mean?" he asks softly and you shrug.

"Everything you've talked about sounds impossible. It doesn't seem real," you say softly.

His fingers tighten their grip on you and you wince slightly.

"I guess...some people call it a superpower." He replies softly.

"Yeah?" you reply with a smirk playing on your lips. "Can I see it for myself then? Can I hear what the voice say? If it's saying things like it wants to break me it should know I won't let it win. I will make sure it wants me," you say defiantly.

Grayson lets out a dark chuckle, grinning at you and his smile makes you almost faint, seeing his darkness shining through his grey orbs. The longer you stare at him, the more obvious his aura becomes and it's like he just became a whole different person. And you are glad he isn't hiding anymore.

"It might hurt," he says after a moment of silence between you two," Sometimes I have no control over it. To be honest, it wants to devour you."

"Oh," you breathe out when you see his eyes shift down to your lips. Stepping closer to you, your body backs up till you reach the shower tile, your back leaning against the wall as you see him hovering your smaller frame. He looked fierce, like a beast ready for his meal when you started breathing faster and faster when he trapped you between his strong arms, on each side of your body.

"Doesn't it scare you, love? I could do anything to you right now but will you resist?" He rasps, his voice making you shiver and feel all kinds of wrong but good things in your lower parts.

"Yes, yes it scares me a lot, but please don't use that on me," you whisper when you close your eyes and lean forward until you brush your lips against his.

His free hand reaches out to cup your cheek before sliding down to rest on your hip while the other cups your jaw. The kiss is slow and sweet and gentle and you feel your hands wander up his toned shoulders to tangle themselves into the hair that you haven't been able to touch for so long now.

Your teeth start nibbling at his bottom lip and he groans. One hand leaves your hip to move to grip onto your hips firmly.

He holds you tight against him and when your tongues slide together, you can barely feel your feet on the floor anymore.

When his tongue sweeps inside of your mouth you whimper as he deepens the kiss, deepening it until the water hits your heated skin. It feels heavenly and you can feel his arousal pressing against your stomach as he presses himself harder against you. His erection hard against your belly and you wonder when exactly did that happen, when had he gotten this close to you?

Your back starts to ache when he lifts you from the ground by your ass, holding you securely against his hard length. When your legs wraps around his waist and he carries you out of the shower, you can barely contain the moan that slips past your lips.

Once he puts you down on the bed, he crawls on top of you immediately and kisses your neck hungrily, leaving hickeys wherever he goes. You are left gasping and panting when he leaves marks over your neck, making you tremble underneath him.

You don't even register yourself grabbing handfuls of the bed sheets as he continues kissing his way up and down your exposed throat, sucking bruises where he bites.

When your nails dig deeper into his shoulders you bite your lip so you don't cry out.

He's hurting you, he's hurting you!

It hurts.

You can already feel yourself growing wetter with each of his licks and touches, the pain spreading all over your stomach like a wildfire. Your mind is starting to become hazy, the room turning blurry around you when you feel his warm breath on your skin.

You don't know whether he is doing it intentionally but you can still feel him rubbing his shaft against yours slowly, the heat from his skin seeping through to yours making you quiver violently.

His eyes are closed as he keeps moving his hips against you in small circles, teasing you both with the friction, driving you insane. You can feel his desire filling him up as well, your own rising quickly too and your fingers curl around his biceps as you try to pull his attention back towards you.

But it is useless when he just keeps ignoring your pleas. Your hips jerk and grind against him, wanting to have his cock buried deep inside you.

A low growl leaves him when your fingers squeeze his muscular arm. You can see him trying to stop himself from giving in. With the tips of your fingers you drag them down over his abs and you can feel the heat from his naked torso when your nails graze his skin.

Far away you hear fabric being ripped apart and you gasp as the cool air hits you full force and look down just too see your bra and panties shed to shreds, the sight of your damp underwear from the shower making him insane with lust.

All you can focus on though is his intense gaze as he takes one of his hands away from your hip to grab a fistful of your wet underwear before pulling it completely aside to expose you completely to his gaze. You've never been naked in front of a man before so you were a little embarrassed as he leaned back to look at your body on full display for him to enjoy.

"This is going to be fun," he murmured, grinning evilly.