What is this

As Alice moves closer to Allen's residence, her heart starts to race again.

This is not right, not at all. I'm really sorry.It's improper. Ahhhh dang it, look what the heck I've done.

Alice walked away. She didn't care about anyone and left the area again.

Allen glanced her out the door and returned inside without saying anything. He didn't stop her and she didn't even look at him.

Smithi in the middle "I just ever gaze at them bewildered and startled."

(My road, which connects me to my family and friends, comes to an end here. It is really exhausting to be with someone and take care of people, so I don't want to be with anyone. I can only be myself when I'm alone.)

Alice boarded a local train; she appeared exhausted; she sat in a corner seat. She observed a large number of individuals with a variety of emotions, all of whose eyes were continuously searching and longing for something. Some were enthusiastic, some were puzzled, and some were tiresome.