When Cory's father suddenly dies, his entire perfect world is torn apart. 
Gone is the loving mother, doting sister, lovely house, and the huge allowance. Instead, Cory needs to deal with the bank auctioning off the home he gave his first steps in, an illness that befalls his little sister, and the depression that's eating his mother alive. 
Just as it can't get any worse, Patrick with the golden-brown eyes, the infectious laugh, and the rich life eventually showed interest in Cory. The thing that Cory believed would have made his once almost-perfect world completely perfect now becomes his biggest fear as he tries to keep his new life a secret.
With juggling his depression, suicidal thoughts, and self-harm; Cory just doesn't know if the boy with the infectious laugh has a place in his life anymore.

"Out in the Wind"is not just the story of a teen who is forced to grow up sooner than any kid should. It is also a real story that happens to lots of people around the world on a daily. This is a story full of tears, sadness, hope, loss, faith, and love.

Out in the wind

　　“Need a drink? I have some vodka if you’d want?” Jaycee says as he brushes my hair out of my eyes. “A drink always helps me get through it alright.”


　　“Nope,” I answer as I pull off my t-shirt. “Are you sure about this? This outfit and such? What does it matter what I wear if he doesn’t want the lights on at all?”


　　I look down to the paper on the bed next to us. The list of demands or requests that my first client has. Firstly he wants me to wear only a jockstrap. I am not to touch him apart from giving him a blowjob. I am not to turn on any lights. I am not to speak at all. I am to leave after he ejaculates and not come back into the room until after he is gone, which will be when I hear him knocking twice on the window outside the bathroom I will be standing in.


Chapter 35