Chapter 30

  After Chris went to his room I stayed there for a while and went into my room. I changed into sweatpants and laid on the bed.

  ‘Congratulations sir’ As soon as I closed my eyes to sleep Noah’s words repeated in my mind with great pain in my heart. Fuck.. Urghh.. My head hurts. I got up from the bed and went to Noel’s room. I looked at my son that Julianna gave birth to. Urghhh.. Fucking hell. Why was I so ignorant? I laid beside Noel and hugged him so tightly but I couldn’t fall asleep. I was thinking about everything and every memory made my heart ache.