C16

Vanilla pov

Okay, that was different, he was acting more dominant and weird, as if he was someone else. As if he was suffering from bad temper issues. He was acting as if it wasn’t my first time. I was scared to death. I tried to push him away from me but I realized that I wanted him and I wanted to do anything to make him happy when he said that I wouldn’t be able to satisfy him.

Yes, I was deeply and deadly in love with him and I couldn’t imagine my life without him. Maybe at that moment I was acting like a real daughter who only wanted to do anything to make her father proud of her.

It wasn’t about my pleasure or me wanting him as a man anymore. It was as if everything spun, in a few seconds, back to normal with being a daughter and father.

I figured out that I wasn’t into rough stuff, I wouldn’t be like my mother and I wouldn't be able to fill his desires. But his monotone made me feel scared to lose him.